Wednesday, August 31, 2005
then anyway, new stocks came in oso...got old re-stocks...Naruto Silver Base Part 4 & 5!!!! but both together will cost $105!!!! argh!!!! but i want them!
This is Part 4. I have the Sannins already...so dunno if i should still buy then sell my sannins....HAIZ....
This is Part 5. Naruto & Gang VS Sound 5
damn cool can?!?! and many other figures i wanna buy! including a knight-elf that costs $280!?!?! argh!?!?! what should i do?!?!?! i need money...sobs.....
go go www.latendo.com to take a look bahz!!!
the facts of life....
- 8/31/2005 11:02:00 PM
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Anyway, winner of Naruto Battle Match 1 is Sarutobi Asuma! The story will be put up soon, i promise very very much! lOlx
results.....
Ten-Ten: 1 vote (33.33%)
Asuma: 2 votes (66367%)
now...Match 2! Gaara vs Ebisu! Who will win!?!? do vote yar? coz match one only 3 votes....sObs...
anyway...why does Temari reacted so strongly against war with Konoha?! what happened in the past?!?! hmmm.....only deductions i have....that her father, the late Kazekage, was killed during the Ninja War.....hmmm....
well anyway.....remember to VOTE!!!
the facts of life....
- 8/30/2005 10:42:00 PM
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Match 1: Ten-Ten VS Asuma
Match 2: Gaara VS Ebisu
Match 3: Kakashi VS Kimimaro
Match 4: Shizune VS Jiroubou
Match 5: Temari VS Kidoumaru
Match 6: Shikamaru VS Sakon/Ukon
Match 7: Kurenai VS Haku
Match 8: Shino VS Tayuya
Match 9: Kankurou VS Kisame
Match 10: Ino VS Kin
Match 11: Gai VS Itachi
Match 12: Sarutobi (Sandaime) VS Zabuza
Match 13: Jiraiya VS Kabuto
Match 14: Hinata VS Zaku
Match 15: Neji VS Anko
Match 16: Sasuke VS Chouji
Match 17: Kiba VS Rock Lee
Match 18: Naruto VS Orochimaru
Match 19: Sakura VS Dosu
Match 20: Tsunade VS Iruka
The winner of each match depends on ur vote yar? so remember to vote!!! This will continue in such a manner. The winner of match 1 and match 2 will fight against each other. So 20 winners battle in 10 more battles. Match 1 Winner VS Match 2 Winner, Match 3 Winner VS Match 4 Winner and so on. The winner from M1 VS M2 and M3 VS M4 and M5 VS M6 will have a 3-way battle. Whereas winner from M7 VS M8 and M9 VS M10 will battle normally. Finally, the 2 winners will face off each other! resulting in a total of 38 matches!
confusing? no worries! i will update u all on who fights with who everytime there is a new poll! Will try, once a poll is closed, to have the story ready by the next day! Each poll will be opened for 2 days! After which a new poll will be activated! so do vote!
so, now...the first match...Ten-Ten VS Asuma! Who will win? We shall see on Tuesday evening!
to vote, please click on the Wantlist Link! arigatou!
the facts of life....
- 8/28/2005 11:25:00 PM
then mabbe after this....do a Naruto Survivor! damn cool right?!?
but this time, all of u who reads my blog, can get to participate! it wont be just my own idea yar?
i will be getting a polling system, so that u all can poll and choose the victors! but first, i gotta come up with the Battle Roster, and see who fights with who! when each round is concluded with a winner, i will prepare the story and post it on my blog so that u all can read! cool? of coz....coz it is my idea!!!
haha...so stay tune for more!!!
With Inuzaka's family super smelling, i, Kiba, cannot even sniff out the problem.......
the facts of life....
- 8/28/2005 08:35:00 PM
Friday, August 26, 2005
no matter how much pain there was...no matter how much i cried, i will choose the same path....
coz i truly you...
well! bad things have to go so happiness can come in! haha...will try my best to get back on track! no one likes a sad Ass arh? haha....
yar...gotta move on with the world...u stay on one spot...dont move...but actually, u did move. coz the world constantly rotates. so no excuses of being down and out~
gotta get back with so many frens! i guessed i have lived too long in a silly fantasy of my own...yes...very silly i guess.....
but though silly...it does hurts.....
haha...well anyway.....
all those memorabilia....i dunno what to do with them....they bring back memories....but i cant bear to throw them away......*haiz*
gotta pack one day......
well well...time to go watch my Naruto episodes 1-80 AGAIN....haha.....
I am Chouji. I may be soft and weak....but one day, all those being trampled on will grow wings and fly!
the facts of life....
- 8/26/2005 08:37:00 PM
Thursday, August 25, 2005
the facts of life....
- 8/25/2005 08:44:00 PM
met Grace at Somerset and went to shop for her shoes. she wanna buy Clarks shoes. went Heeren as she remembered the magazine putting Heeren as one of the place. with the unit number, we found out it was Fourskins. we had our doubts. without even checking, we left. headed to Taka to look. dont have. then go Wisma. no nice shoes either....
along the way, i felt something amiss and kept urging her to go back Heeren. finally she relented and i went to ask and the shop attendant was like "Oh Clarks! they are placed outside!" i motioned Grace to come take a look and she was so happy! bought a pair which she likes and i think looks good on her too, and she kept thanking me. i told her "if i didnt bring u back, u wouldnt have gotten them..." haha....true true...
then we headed down to Bugis. showed her La Tendo. in sunshine plaza another shop, bought her hp cleaners - Naruto & Kakashi and a young Gaara keychain. very nice! but expensive...but worth it lar :)
then headed to Bugis Junction had late lunch with Mimi and Angie. we chatted. whatever Angie said, we laughed. whatever i said, no one laughed except myself....haha.....i thought i was funny but i guess not bah...so mabbe no more jokes from JS.
then shopped around and i left....here are 2 pics taken yesterday....just me...haha
Cute me!!!
Kawaii ne!!!!
i havent been sleeping well for 3 days in a row.....
when night falls...and darkness fills my room...no one around. no sound, except for the engine of my air-com running....i can hear silent sobs.....surprised....they are mine....
why do people tend to cry in the night more? is it the appealing nature of loneliness? or is it simply the night is so quiet, memories just come creeping to you slowly and silently....they just flood into ur mind....and no matter how hard you push them,. they linger in ur mind....
why am i always tormented by similar things? why do they hurt me the most? the people i trust most, love most and needed most always hurt me the most?
i dont wanna be alone at night anymore....i dont wanna cry in the night anymore...
i really need a shoulder....i really wanna be someone's shoulder.....
but i guess i wont and i cant......
anyway...below are some of my bdae pics....enjoy.....abit late but.....still....they are pics...
Thats me, Michelle who closed her eyes, Angie, Grace, Yan Ping, Mimi, Anne and Eugene!
Everyone in a row!! Mimi, Grace, Me, Yan Ping, Anne, Angie, Eugene and Michelle!
We are the 2 Guard Door Lions protecting the ancient 5 Pretty Ladies!
Darn! I should have gone to the middle!
Yoz! Im funky, im wunky! What else? *pretty lame too....haha*
Ore no namae wa Uzumaki Naruto! I will one day become the Hokage! I will make everyone acknowledge me and I will show everyone I am not weak!
the facts of life....
- 8/25/2005 08:11:00 PM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
we met on the 22nd of May and decided to end our frenship on 24th of August....
we met for supper...the went to the park near my house to discuss our art pieces.....i praised urs as urs were really nice....u praised mine too....we found fellow art and anime lovers and we clicked immediately....as if we had known each other for a very long time....
as time passes, u taught me more about drawing. u showed me many supper night-spots. u showed me many new places.
i showed u new eateries. i showed u nice areas. i taught ur to speak better....
we were best of each other....but as time passes....the similarities became distant. we only noticed each other's differences, weaknesses and negativities. why?
u pinpointed this and that and dislike what i drew. i showed my displeasure over ur certain actions and what u did. u said i didnt understand u. i said u didnt understand me. we could never come to terms. learning and learning but never doing it.....
"what went wrong?" i still ask myself.....as if this question is gonna be answered....but the answer never came...
so yesterday, we decided to end our frenship....go our seperate ways. u continue to draw ur anime. i continue to draw my pokemon. u continue to make ur last minute decisions, i continue to plan. u continue to grow, i continue to dwell. u continue to venture, i continue to settle.....guess our grievances and differences were totally too huge and covered up what seemed like our similarities.
i will always miss and remember ur smile.....
the way ur eyes tinkle when u see something u liked.....
the way u mostly use the 2nd finger of ur left hand to rub ur eyes.....
the way ur nose moves slightly more to the left when u twitch it.....
the way u mock me in a funny and playful tone.....
the way u stand with ur right hand on ur hips.....
the way u pose for every photo u like to take.....
the way u tickle my neck when i get irritating.....
if i dont understand u...will i notice all the things u do and all the things u told me? i guess i really hold u in a important place in my heart.....u have been a great person and fren....in order for me to notice u like that.....
i will remember all of u and ur actions........will u remember any part of me at all?
i doubt so....except mabbe u will remember all the bad things i have done and all my bad points....
but thanks for this chapter in my life......i appreciate it lots.....
go ur way and do well....i will always remember u and support u....
God bless.....
Shikamaru...it is such a chore to love and care...so why do i even bother in the first place....sheesh
the facts of life....
- 8/24/2005 09:02:00 PM
does anyone knows what it feels like to be loved yet unloved?
to be owned yet alone?
to be appreciated yet deserted?
to be praised yet put down?
to be understood yet misunderstood?
to be supported yet neglected?
and to be together yet places away?
the world is so big yet we met....i treasure every r/s i have......frens and family are so important as they revolve around u all the way till u die...even then, u are being missed.......am i and will i?
roads....cobblestone, dirt, cement, granite, metallic....many types of road....but i am walking down the loneliest and dirtiest road....make sense? hmm.....i dont think i make sense....haha
oHh....tmr gonna go out! wahh......im mad. and im broke. lOlx
need a digi cam.....gotta put that in my wish list as well...hEhe
Yamanaka Ino.....I can control the mind and body...but i dunno what u are thinking....what should i do?
the facts of life....
- 8/24/2005 12:56:00 AM
Monday, August 22, 2005
i have and still am understanding....the only variable factor is u and u and u......and the standards are set thus too....
when u know u are wrong on that, admit is a good part....but changing to make urself better is an even better step....
r/s means giving space.....r/s also means not making someone totally into ur perspective...but both parties have to make efforts and little changes in order to compliment each other....
yes...different people have different perspective. u did tell me that once. my frens find nothing wrong with what i say. yet u and u do....so it is perspective. ive never ranted about it, about u and u not understanding what i type. but u and u says i have to alter what i phrase? i think u need re-phrasing too as well.....ur words causes doubts....
i never asked u and u to change to my perspective....just to change a little of ur bad habits....yet not only do i need to change my bad habits, i oso gotta change my whole perspective into urs? becoming a 2nd u?!
a person is to be accepted for who he is...he cannot change totally to become ur want. but changes can be made...but perspective cant....
and everyone needs to reflect on their actions too...
wow....learnt many things today....haha
presentation went well....it was good....the COL even shook my hands! nice guy....but i think i was too relax yar? said "lar" a couple of times....haha....Chandran was like eyeing....
im sick....got fever....actually suppose to see doctor for throat inflammation....in the end, it became slightly better though my voice became hoarser....when i was about the reach home, a draft of wind made me realised i was very cold.....and i felt myself....i was warm....die....i knew fever....luckily it was just a mild fever.....
well....gotta go rest early, then i can get better!!!
Boku wa Hyuuga Neji. I have my life. I wont be restricted by others imposing on me. One day, I will see all 8 birds and not just 7....that is the day I have the freedom to be myself
the facts of life....
- 8/22/2005 09:42:00 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
so few days ago, we called to see if we can change for something else...good la tendo man, they say can...so we went down today...
the person recognise B Kor, who went there for only the 2nd time....but dont remember me, when i went down SO many times and bought SO many things....tsk tsk....
so looked around and asked around for the price. the set my kor bought was $32, so i didnt want anything higher or he has to pay more....im so nice yar? haha...
kor wanted to buy the whole set of Naruto Chess Piece....but i said no...coz the whole thing costs $52....meaning he has to pay an extra $20. In the end i settled with an anime set i dunno...but it looks cute....come view soon yar?
before we reach la tendo though, we went to see 2 Ridley Park again....show Josh, who is an avid car fan...and he was in wow too...haha....i told ya it was amazing.....lOlx
then kor went home. i went to eat MOS with Josh....we love MOS!!! haha....chitchat lar...talk about army stuff and all....
i also told him, if i have my own apartment, im gonna leave a room devoid all to fiurines. he said gotta keep it dust free. windows closed. sliding door. fully air-con room....sure damn ex...
my concept is, either windows tightly closed or no windows. then room is a dark colour...mabbe black...with studio lights....then can like kbox like that dim or brighten with just a switch. then sliding japanese door. then all around the walls, except for a little space for the air-con and sliding door compartment, it will be a in-wall glass cabinets. as in half of the cabinets into the wall. the cabinets themselves also have mini lights...then all put figurines...
then one side, means gotta cut the path of the cabinets, is a in-wall fish tank with saltwater aquarium. it will be linked with another room....so the other room can see the tank oso.....
cool concept? well...gotta have $$ first, then a house, then contractors...lOlx....so importantly, needs $$$. and i need to buy other figurines too....so have wider variety....now aiming for Winter Fest items! lOlx
and u see...Windsor never sms me again to go out....tsk tsk....
Saturday
after tuition, went Josh's house to watch anime....then went to Cine watch movie with a bunch of frens lar.
on the way to cinema, saw Windy and his gf....lOlx
watched Bewitched....abit sian after awhile...lame jokes, but entertainment value was there....but hey, it WAS Nicole Kidman...she is a damn good actress....love her man! she did well! mabbe an Oscar again this year?
then went to eat at the cafe in Cine....the chicken was so oily....very kao wei after sometime......didnt finish all lar.....ooh...gotta try their fondue next time....looks damn delicious.....i think their dessert more popular lar...everyone was eating desert....only me and my frens ate dinner coz we didnt had dinner.....and their dessert items were half of their menu population...lOlx
then walked to bus stop and go home...slept at about 1 plus am bah....
well...tmr presentation ler...but my throat damn painful....i think it is inflammed again.......damn...haha
I am Gaara of the Desert. All my life I have been lonely.....now no more....I found the true meaning of my existence.
the facts of life....
- 8/21/2005 09:23:00 PM
well....it didnt go away, but the pain is less....it IS less....
i think i dare to believe....
life is made of choices. u choose what u want. dont regret. its part of growing....
so i choose to believe every words....but i will be cautious....yeapz...haha
it is better to look and life and laugh like its a joke rather than moan and weep yar?
like a factory blew up.
you can laugh and say "hey, luckily it isnt a whole country that blew up..."
or u can choose to weep "why is this happening? life isnt fair!!"
life is fair....it shows u things, new things everyday. but it is neutral. it doesnt give mroe or less. it is an opportunity you have to take.
and i take the "I Believe" *sMilEs*
~ zhi shi jian jian dan dan de ai guo
wo hen shi luo
jian jian dan dan de shang guo
jiu bu suan ai guo
jian jian dan dan de feng bo
mei meng dai zou
dang gu shi jie shu zhi hou
\xin ye xi guan yi ge ren ji mo ~
the facts of life....
- 8/21/2005 10:29:00 AM
i really dunno what to believe anymore.....could u tell me what i should believe?
the facts of life....
- 8/21/2005 12:44:00 AM
Thursday, August 18, 2005
now im regretting......but then again....hAhaha....
i totally just cant stand people giveing me attitude.....grrr....u think u so fucking great arh? so what if u rich and all....just sit there and play games, pretend got work to do.....act like u are sad when u dont get chance to present but laughing at me behind........F u geddit?
and u and u and u.....grrr....
but haiz....im just too much a softee.......Mr. Softee Chendol flavour anyone?
neee...watashi wa Hi...Hinata....i am very shy and afraid of things....who can give me assurance that tomorrow will not rain?
the facts of life....
- 8/18/2005 10:45:00 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
22nd, CO of JMPD coming....i do presentation....
29th, Minister coming....i do presentation...
im not going to do so many lor Chandran.....grrrr
i hate being pushed around....given last minute notice and all, especially such saikang stuff....do it urself!!!!............grrrr
today pass by 2 Ridley! so many cars! house so big! so cool! guess that is the place that Terence took pics of last time bah......so cool.....
if i have such a house...one room will be dedicated to my figurines man.........wahhhhh....
i hate being pushed around....i will no longer be pushed around....time for me to do the pushing!!!!! wahahaha....
oh yar...will take pics of my figures soon and put them up for all the SEEEEE....wahaha....i love my figurines....
and i vow to take more pics of myself...haha
shit...Unkymood is really down...will it come back?! haiz....
calls....phones are the worst inventions.......and callers sucks.....
im not making much sense am i?
Rock Lee. Although I am strong...I am always beaten and being pushed around...where is my stand?
the facts of life....
- 8/17/2005 08:04:00 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
- Romanji -
aruki tsukarete
furidasu ame
tsukami soko neta usagi o otte
anata no me wa
suki tooru kurai
umi no soko de iki o shite iru mizu
watashi o yonde yonde
koko ni iru no yo
doko e ikeba ikeba
mitasareru no?
uchi e kaero
asu ni nareba
daijoubutte waratte iru kana
namae o yonde yonde
dakishimeru yo
omoidashite me o tojite
osanai koro
tarinai tokoro o
anata ga umete kureta
kanashii kimochi datte sa
sugi wasurerareta kara
kowakunai yo
uso o tsuite
koukai shite
watashi wa itsuka otona ni natta
haji o kaite
asa o kaite
soredemo odori tsuzukeru riyuu
tamashii kogashite kogashite
sakenderu yo
hiraite ikeba ikeba
sukuwareru no
uchi e kaero
shiroi usagi
tsuki no ura de nareba
kaerou asu ni nareba
hadashi de waratte iru kara
watashi wa yonde yonde
dakishimeru yo
omoidashite me o tojite
osanai koro
aruki tsukarete
furidasu ame
tsukami soko neta usagi o otte
anata no me wa
suki tooru kurai
umi no soko de iki o shite iru mizu
namae o yonde yonde
koko ni iru no yo
kokoro ni ieba ieba
mitasareru no
- English -
getting tired of walking
the rain that began to fall
i chase after the rabbit i couldn't catch
your eyes are like
the clear water
breathing deep down in the ocean
call me, call me
i'm here
where can i go, to where
so that i'm satisfied?
let's go home
when tomorrow comes
will i be laughing saying that it's all ok?
call my name, call me
i'll embrace you
so close your eyes and remember
those innocent times
you filled the parts i lacked in
because i was able to forget even sad feelings
i'm not afraid
lying
and regretting that
i became an adult someday
getting humiliated
sweating
but the reason for me to continue dancing
is burning, burning
my soul and screams
if i continue, continue
to open it i can be saved
let's go home
let's meet
behind the moon, white rabbit
let's return
when tomorrow comes
i'll be laughing barefeet
i'll call, call
and embrace it
so close your eyes and remember
those innocent times
getting tired of walking
the rain that began to fall
i chase after the rabbit i couldn't catch
your eyes are like
the clear water
breathing deep down in the ocean
call my name, call me
because i'm here
if i tell, tell
my heart i'll be fulfilled
the facts of life....
- 8/16/2005 09:34:00 PM
physical pain leaves small scars, most disappear after awhile....most, when you touch them, hurt no more...
emotional scars won't go. they come....snatch a piece of ur heart, and leaves...never caught....and as you grow, your heart grows weaker with more and more scars.....
ive learnt my lessons....so why do i still walk down the same path?
di....im truly sorry yar?
u still are my dearest di...*gRinS*
u...
i can accept u....but y cant u sometimes accept me?
im learning to be strong....but im not a strong person....
sometimes i really need someone to assure me that nothing is wrong, that everything is alright....lend me a hug, a shoulder or even pass me a tissue.........
why cant u, u or even u gimme that assurance?
does it mean i gotta grow up totally and neglect what i feel?
Naruto found people to acknowledge him and his existence...
Gaara found a person to respect, found a place to protect...
Haku found friends just before he died...
Kimimaro knows the existence to have someone important...
me? I am Sasuke....never knowing my existence...never knowing where I have to head....never knowing....only knowing that people expects alot from u..........
its high time i set up high walls of titanium around my weakened heart.....super high time.....
people loves keeping me waiting for replies.....mabbe i should respect them all and do the same....
people hurts me....so better to not give away lest i get hurt...
u all always expects me to suit u all......so im suiting ur ways of doing things.......
the way of life is cruel, sad, ironic and unpredictable.
sometimes cruel, sad and unpredictable.....
But always ironic
everytime i write something like this post u have about to read, i will cry. buckets-full....but im not this time....
physical pain leaves small scars, most disappear after awhile....most, when you touch them, hurt no more...
emotional scars won't go. they come....snatch a piece of ur heart, and leaves...never caught....and as you grow, your heart grows weaker with more and more scars.....
ive learnt my lessons....so i am now gonna learn from them...
boku wa Uchiha Sasuke...my life is one of vengeance and power...
the facts of life....
- 8/16/2005 08:31:00 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
but u mean alot to kor yar? ill be there for u whenever u need it...promise....cross my heart and hope to die
sigh....what is love actually? such a confusing thing or tool. do love really lessens or numbs when time grows older? such that it is like lost? it is said to be around but u feel just like frens?
yet sometimes, u feel so happy.....at times...u are sad....disappointed....
lOlx....love is indeed a funny creature....
went swimming...but got super tired after awhile...probably coz i was damn hungry...
then ate abit at Delifrance....what a copycat from Cafe Cartel! goodness...free bread, same "place ur order at counter" service....copy cat lar can? tsk tsk...
then now packing and rearranging and fixing my figures....
"why always rearranging and fixing leh?" u ask
"coz i always splurge on new ones, get headache thinking of where to put them and then gotta rearrange lor..." i say
"then why buy if so much trouble?" u ask
"dunno...i hate the trouble...but i love to sit back after a long day, relax, and just view them....too bad no lighting in the cabinets......trouble...yes....but the relaxtion and joy seeing them....that makes up for everything, every trouble, every sweat to buy them....yeap yeapz!" i say
now u understand?
i cant stop buying....mabbe someone can stop me soon....coz im growing broke and running out of space.....
but i cant stop admiring....wahaha
tsk...unkymood is down...what happened? i wnat my moods!!!! waaaahhhhh!!!
next post onwards...for every post i put...im gonna put a signature pic or avatar at the end.....hEhe...wait patiently!
the facts of life....
- 8/14/2005 08:28:00 PM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
1. I dont really like my chinese name....
2. I love my Japanese name....wahaha
3. I can save if i want to......
4. But I do spend alot.......lOlx.....
5. I am child-like.....NOT childish.....wakatteru-mayo?!
6. I am truly damn emotional....i can cry as easily as a bird shit while flying...and that chance is super high...watch out for ur head......
7. I have a super duper 6th sense....dont hide anything from me....lOlx
8. I can have a damn fiery temper....but recent years...Im too tired to get super duper mad....
9. I dont like my legs.....to a certain extent....but sometimes they look sexy enuff.....gwarf gaff!
10. I love my hair....if it is softer....BEST....
11. I love to pamper myself
12. I love if people pamper me.........kekez...
13. I love this number
14. I love western food
15. I love noodles so much more than rice.....
16. My frens are more important than my family....
17. And as I love my family more than anything else.....thats says alot.....hmm hmm....
18. I love all animals except domestic cats cats
19. I have currently 4 Kors and 2 Dis....
20. I love cute stuff....wahahaha
21. I love the feeling of being rich.....come on...who doesnt....it is only whether that person will spend anot...
22. I am a fragile person....do handle with care......
23. I can be a damn good leader that everyone loves....question is if the opportunity comes my way, will I take it......?!
24. I love to splurge......dammnit.....can I have a Million.....nonono....make it a zillionaire for my Dad?
25. I love my remaining 2 Gramps!!!!
26. I hate darkness....mabbe coz im afraid and mabbe coz i think i have a little night blindness.....but whatever it is...unless someone shares a room with me....i will need a night-light......YES. I do go to sleep with a night light on.....fine. go ahead and laugh....ha ha
27. I hate my nose.....very sensitive and super sinus.....bleargh
28. I fantasize alot....too much I think....about anything to everything....
29. I dont act cute or act blur.....I am seriously naturally cute and blur....wahaha
30. I cannot multi-task....dammnit....
31. Im too much a goody-2-shoes.......*grin sheepishly* gimme some $$$? lOlx
32. I sometimes wish I can do bad things....be evil for awhile....and let everyone know that I am not that little angel which everyone thinks I am or expects me to be.......argh!!! the ways of the Saws.....
33. I am too trusting....
34. I have been backstabbed countless times and still have not learnt the lesson.....
35. But I have bitten back at everyone who broke my trust and who makes me mad at them....trust me...my bite hurts......Grarr!!!
36. I admit I hate those whom im not on good terms with anymore.....grrrr
37. I wanted to learn to play the piano and violin since young........do i have the talent for them? hmmm....
38. I love to club.....but i dont really like clubbing....not really a clubbing sort of person.....shucks....im contradicting myself......lOlx
39. I did badly for my A's....sObs
40. I could have gone to NJC or RJC.....ahhh....my woes....
41. But I didnt regret meeting some of my close frens in A51....*gRinS*
42. When I grow up...I wanna have a huge house...with one room...entirely filled with glass cabinets, dedicated to figurines.........*dRoOls*
43. I can get aroused pretty easily....shush shush...lOlx
44. I blush damn easily too.....hehe
45. People can make me super happy with just a small act of love or kindness that touches me...
46. But I can get mad super easily too......hmmm....the extremes....
47. I think Im quite sexy....('cept for the legs part) and I do imagine people admiring me and my body.....wahahahaha
48. I like asking people about their opinions of me.....
49. Im kinda kaypoh.....I will let people know about me and I also hope they can confide in me....i love to have close confidantes and good heart-to-heart talks....
50. I think my tummy is growing............*sObs*
oOh....reach town around 2pm today and walked to Far East. But the shop figurines sold out......haiz...woes....my sad woes....
then went to LEFTFOOT and bought a pair of Nike Dunk Low shoes! New one! and I bought it at $139....I love it alot! though i had my eyes initially on a pair that costs $209....but....but...sObs....no $$
but cant wait to wear this particualr pair.......WAHHHH!!!
but u know the walkway from Orchard MRT to Scotts? the poster of the new nike shoes? I wanna that pair too!!!! anyone sweet enuff to get me one?!?! wahahaha
then went to Kino look for Ms Grace....she was having lunch....bought a Foxtrot Comic Collection...then help her shelve some books, then chitchat awhile then left....promising her i will be back to show her the figurines i bought....
then went to Heeren's Action City bought a big figurine casing. so big i say i collect later...
then went to bugis. Waited for Mimi and Mermer then went to Sunshine Plaze...La Tendo....
bought Naruto Silver Base 7, Naruto Imagination, Pokemon and Strawberry Ichigo....come come my house see my figurines!!! wahaha....
then went to Bugis, went Muji. Saw Terence, chatted abit, walked with him to Muji. Bought the pens....gotta ask Josh to teach me how to use them...on the way down...saw Yansy! wheee!!! Yansy slap my back!!!! naah...she didnt....or i would have killed her if she smacked me infront of SO many people....
then went back to town....collect my casing
then go find Ms Grace again and showed her my figurines....
then waited for Ben Kor fetch me home....arigatou Kor!!! chitchat on the way home...been 6 months since we had a good chat i think....
then eat and bath...now blogging!!!!
thanks Mimi and Mermer for ur company today! really needed company today....so lonely...i am so lonely....wahaha....im mad....
now gonna go re-arrange my figures! tata!!!
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- 8/13/2005 09:13:00 PM
Naruto Silver Base Part 7 is out!!! whee!! but shit...still no Hinata...and i really wanted Part 5!!! the 5 Genins and the 5 Sound!!! argh!
and Naruto Imagination...damn cool lar!!! especially Naruto VS Sasuke with Itachi at the back....and the Sannin!
then may buy Strawberry Ichigo if got....and dunno if the order i placed for Naruto Heroines Part 2 are out anot...then when i come home....will pack and arrange...and then blog about my 50 things....gotta do it!!!! haha....cannot procrastinate!!!!
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- 8/13/2005 10:37:00 AM
Friday, August 12, 2005
yesterday went to watch exhibition....with some frens...quite fun leh
walk around aimlessly....then say the exhibitions....one guy at the Guards kept talking about gays, bgr, sgboy...infront of the public!?!? oh my goodness....disgusting...haha
then went play shooting obstacle course....eugene was there! joined him and shoot! we won!!!! wah....
took many souveneirs....then went PS to eat cafe cartel....*is this how u spell?!* then went to give tuition...
damn...lots of new figurines came in....GOTTA BUY!!!
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- 8/12/2005 10:04:00 PM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
yesterday was family day....not : yesterday.....am i glad it is over....
reached the chalet around 10plus. then did some moving of the furniture then went out for brunch.....had nasi lemak. then went 7-11 bought sweets. then walked back. while walking back...thats where i dropped naruto....couldnt find it.....
then went back, did some discussion, setting up...etc....then played naruto 2 on my fren's PS2....different from their first series....but cool still....even cooler....like a fridge! im mad.....as in mad (crazy) & mad (angry)....wahaha
then after that led in tombola....kinda fun....at first expected people to be sian....but everyone was like more! more! in the end we had three rounds. then speech by Hd. then bdae cake.
then dinner. but didnt eat...coz was gonna sing. then singing time. didnt really do it well...i was super shagged out from running errands and calling out on the tombola numbers......i can tell u...it is INDEED tiring enuff....
then after that eat.......then did some errands. then walk around like idiot....watch the shows put up by the 3 offices. get thrashed by Ming Han (who brought the PS2) in naruto....he used 9-tails Naruto while i used Kankurou.....i thought long shot could win...haiz....then watched the games....
then sing-a-long session....then bye bye old folks...and then pledge, anthem....then bye bye everybody....
then packing up. i only did some. the remaining time, while others were slogging....i was chatting with di and crying....uhm....im slack...what to do...
then go home at about 10 plus. took train all by myself. msg C kor....didnt call...or i will cry on the way home...
dunno why but that night im just a crying-baby....yes...BABY....wahaha....kawaii ne....
then reached home....talk to C kor on phone where finally my tears could go free....then slept at about 1 plus....
good job guys for the effort put into family day 05! it was wonderful! met wonderful people like Sandra...whom we di siao each other so often...then Heng (Christine)...call her Christine but coz of the family day, kena influenced by others to call her Heng....then Boss (Shirley)...kena influence to call her that to....
then Cynthia oso as she sits with all of the a/m though she wasnt in the comm.....
fun fun! really fun! but tiring...once in awhile is enuff........phewy
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- 8/09/2005 10:22:00 AM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
morning woke up...gave tuition....what a bore....lOlx...
then went CCK Swimming Complex and swam with Joshua...quite fun......and he could hold his breathe longer than me underwater.....*fUmeS* hahaha....
went at around 12plus...went back home at around 4 to change. then went lot 1 with him to makan....went back at 7plus....wah piang...body itchy and red......oUch
then wanna watch late night movie with a few frens...but no good movies...so sian diao....
then zuzz di came to my house at 9pm....so darn long....especially since he told me he is at CCK interchange ler at 8pm....*gRumBle GruMbLEs*
then we chitchat.....so fun......chat until about 12am...then he went home......then i went to zZz......
Sunday
morning went church.....
then went out swimming at my aunt's place with an an.....swam till 2plus....go sauna, steam bath...etc...so damn shiok lar....but hot........result?!? body is redder.....and itchier.....oUch.....
then went bugis shop shop....an an bought a bag....tsk tsk...so many bags ler still buy...i bought 2 ear studs....ate lunch at 5plus pm at MOS...then ate earthquake at Swensen's. WARNING: Bugis Swensen's has very little ice cream choice....tsk tsk.....
then went home....
tried the ear stud...one too short....cannot really fit....made my ear bleed abit....now it is hot...damn....that was the nice one i always wanted.....but so short.....haiz.....
will buy more next time....die die....i dont care....hmph......
then now blogging.......
tired
red
dark
happy
and tmr singing.....
pls....can i dont sing 3 songs even if Eric cant get his CD?!?!
15 days to 3 months.....im now the happiest guy on earth..... *gRinS*
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- 8/07/2005 10:07:00 PM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
sleep without u is so cold.....
time without u is blank.....
shopping without u is cheap.....
omigawd.....it all sums up to Shi Jie Mo Ri....
lOlx...........
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- 8/06/2005 10:03:00 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
and it was dropped when i was at the lowest of my lowest....irony? countries are always destroyed or taken over only when they are at their weakest......not ironic......
people are trampled more when they are at their weakest.......ironic? should be....in my case it is so....
decided to sing "dong jie" during Family Day instead of "Liu Se Cai Hong"....i never learn....always loving to sing love songs and songs that stretch my limits...where i test the fire.....haha......another irony....but i love it......
di......DONT DO IT.....whatever it is.....but i cannot stop u.....i can only advise u....and thats my advice.......
and kor.....i so so SO HATE ur radio.....hahaha.....why didnt u bring it back that day?!?!?
ok....end of blog....during weekends when im happier....i will blog the 50 things thingy......
muacks
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- 8/04/2005 08:36:00 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
why?.......
isit coz of the way i was brought up? to give in and let go? to not fight? to be on the losing end and let others be happy instead of my own or both party's happiness? to be kind even when people are bad to you? to let people slap your left when they have slapped your right?
or isit that simply people just loves to bully me and treat me as thrash?
or isit me personally, that i dont like putting my foot down and be firm (which is related to how i was brought up ) makes people finding me an easy target?
i dunno....i really dunno......all i know is im at the receiving end and it hurts........plenty.........
and i hate it......i hate everyone......i hate myself..........for being weak, too giving and too trusting......
fuck myself.....
fuck the world
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- 8/03/2005 09:02:00 PM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
i know di cries easily....but i didnt know THAT easily! just a few lines and he cries and fans himself!!!! aiyoh...so embarrassing....but he is a nice di...he cries means he is touched....means he treasures what i say...means he treasures me!!!!
unlike those people who treat me like thrash....HMPH!!!!
di....kor sorry make u think for some time why i never talked to u during that period....but like what i said....though i didnt write in the letter....sometimes, u just gotta take the initiative and not always others calling or messaging u yar?
when i ORD must ALWAYS GO OUT!!! i dont care....hahaha.....
must set the figurines today!!! argh!!!!
after reading junior's blog...i oso wanna post a "50-things-people-may-not-know-about-me" list....seems so cool! but now im shag...and gotta do figurines...so tmr post bah!!!!
oooh....figurines time....and tagboard is back!!!!!
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- 8/02/2005 10:36:00 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005
then we chatted about some stuff lar....had a good time with...
then shop for figurines...spent alot.....sObs...
now must start saving up $$$....for PSP and many other things....haha...
late ler...tired ler.....type less....haha....so goodnight....hehe...
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- 8/01/2005 11:14:00 PM
